I may not have a big beautiful country cottage of my own, surrounded by big open fields of beauty, with wisteria growing out the front and a pretty front porch where I can sit and admire the views. A great big open fire where I can sit curled up on the sofa with a bowl of sweet popcorn, wrapped in a warm and cosy blanket watching DVDs on cold winter evenings.
I may not have a gorgeous scented garden full of pretty flowers with a wrought iron table and chairs where I can sit for hours lost in a book, feeling the soft grass between my toes or entertaining friends with tea party's in the garden in the lovely summer heat.
I may not be the best cook in the world or a good cook at all really, and may not be able to cook for big dinner party's in my extra large dining room.
I may not live around the corner to the picturesque country pub, where James can spend his afternoons having a pint with the locals - possibly even drinking beer he has brewed himself (he is a brewer for those of you who didn't know).
I may not be the owner of the black Porsche Carrera that I have wanted for an age.
I may not have a lot of things but I am still me and I do have a lot.
I have my dreams, a lot of them.
I have my family and a boyfriend who I love and know that they all love me in return.
This is a lot more then what other people may have. So for now I will continue to dream, and count my blessings for what I have got in my life.
Love Gem xxx